Everyone is posed with similar experiences variating by size, color and range. But everyone experiences a different piece of spiritual awareness in order to satisfy the holographic requirements for universe as creator feeds from each layer of consciousness, each piece of spiritual awareness.

The pieces place and individual within a matrix with its own set of rules and function. In this matrix, they are called to answer a series of questions according to any divinely provided matrix pattern. Those within the most similar matrix pattern will resonate together in harmony. Those who have the least similar matrix pattern will not resonate together well. This helps to create and maintain the polarity experience on this planet.

Some people experience multiple matrix patterns in their lifetime, some people experience only one or a couple.The matrix pattern I am currently in engages supports from other dimensions and allows me to be aware of it. I am faced with questions involving the understanding of the universe, what experiences I would like to have to satisfy remaining karma and catapult me into another matrix, abundance, whether or not I will physically give birth, what gifts I will employ to contribute to the planetary matrix.

By following a person's guidance, you will be led to master your life according to their matrix pattern, but not necessarily your own.

There is a greater range of matrix patterns being experienced in 3d than other dimensions. There are also matrix patterns experienced collectively at a planetary level, galaxy and universal level as well.

Understanding the matrices helps to understand the universe and gives you the confidence to answer the questions in your life. It has helped me to become compassionate and at peace.

Peace be unto you too, dear reader.

Sometimes...you just need your own coloring sheet.

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Peace of mind does not come from eliminating external disturbances, no fear, no repulsion. It comes from purifying oneself to the point of clear vision. Let the eyes see that all is an emanation of the one, no matter how detestable or alluring. Each being fulfilling it's role through the path of confusion, harmony, brilliance, valor or shame. Copulate with the energies that best resonate, until you are filled with the emptiness of truth. The truth of the highest caliber. Even in this seemingly hierarchical universal there is no superior consciousness. All feeds Creator Prime. And somehow, all is composed of the love that binds the universe together. Therefore be who you need to be with all your might. We amble the yellow brick road of the Tarot, the long winding road to Liberation.

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The desire for the deepest sort of love is just the insatiable desire for the dark-light collapse, a return to the orgasm that created the universe. It knows the pull between magnets, the fusion of negative and positive charges, the fire in the loins of two united lovers. It is aware of the suture of bolt and screw that any carpenter can visualize, and the higher self merge sought in meditation. It is the foundation of any aspect of creation. And very simply, when desire and passion have left, UNIverse satisfies the quest.

There are only two states, saudade and the merge, creation or perfect potentiality. It takes many lifetimes to uncover which is the most desireable, as life takes on many variations of form and consequence. But whichever is chosen at any point, UNIverse feeds from that consciousness to populate the impending reality to be experienced. 

Those who choose the merge find it most exciting, even in it's simplicity. They do this knowing that even if all made the same choice, together they would only cycle into a new type of universe to be experienced. But they do so willingly and gladly.

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We can find God in the flowers and trees, when we sit with peaceful water,  when we lay under the sun, when we look into the eyes of someone we love. But the easiest place to find God is in our own hearts. We spend our lives in this journey of navigating the mind to experience this simple truth. God is never outside of our selves, although we use external things to come full circle to this truth.

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If I owe you $5, and you owe me $5 why can't we just call it even and cancel the debt? We live during times where people are still holding on to the past, to the debt that others owe them. Our nations still struggle with it, and this will soon affect our currency as every nation in the world is in debt. But thankfully, some individuals are letting go and are willing to forgive. They are reconciling past lives, past relationships, past trauma, and past mistakes. They are healing because they are willing to let go.

Letting go is both active and passive. It involves readjusting priorities, reminding oneself what is really important. When there is nothing more important than awareness of oneness, humility pours from the heart. It is much easier to appreciate and to share.

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In this journey of my life, I have had many lessons regarding attachment. It could be attachment to people, ideas or concepts, lifestyle, emotions, freedoms, restrictions, material comforts, and the gamut of things that comprise the world around me. Regarding people, the attachment was not only associated with the pleasure of experiencing certain personalities but also guided by the perceptions I had about relationships with people and the light. At the time, I could only appreciate people that made me feel good.

In the path of self-mastery, I have learned to also appreciate those who have played the role of enemy in my life. Even in doing ill will, they were led by the light to play out karma in my life which is necessary for my progression. These things outlined a very difficult picture of reality for me that I eventually painted with joy, acceptance, compassion and forgiveness. I first walked the aisle of unconditional love because of these people. Therefore, gratitude is the gift I'm willing to give them.

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The ego to attachment is what the chakras are to meridians. Ego and attachment support the same body and work symbiotically. Here the blood is fear, and the dna is karma. The skin is pretense, and the organs are selfishness, jealousy, and pride. This is the body that I no longer want, and what I am willing to sacrifice for life eternal. This death is not repulsive. And this death is what will heal masses through all time, as I am not one being alone.

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I used to ask myself about this a lot. At one point in my path I focused on being friends with both my ego and higher self. But I realized that in the path of ascended mastery, I would have to allow my ego to fade away. It is a progression that requires a great deal of commitment because the ego appears to take on a separate character once you clearly seek to dismantle it and become attracted to the higher spaces. Ascended mastery is a term that represents ego transcendence to the point of engaging the gradual process of higher self merge and monadic merge for the purposes of developing the merkaba and ascending. The path of ascended mastery is not a practical path. It does not necessarily support material comforts. It does not always suit complicated life problems, or provide respite from karma. It requires one to give up all to gain awareness of the deepest type of love their is. It is the love that binds the universe together. It challenges the seeker to determine if they want to channel the light, or become it. 

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There is something to be thankful for each and every day of our lives. Just the mere thought that you have the spirit of appreciation for the energy of grace in your life not only increases your vibration but when combined with service, unconditional love and forgiveness, gives you clearer vision. It's much easier to live your daily life when your mind is not cluttered with murky thoughts and emotions that don't serve you. Now, the murkiness is not always avoidable and serves a purpose too, but it won't be discussed at this time. This clear type of vision is necessary for a lot of reasons. 

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